mars <3

they/she. 22. queer. infp.
🗨️... eng/bhs melayu & indo/한

about me...⋆˚꩜。✮⋆˙

heyaa im mars! :3
a whirlwind of chaos, courtesy of my adhd. welcome, enjoy your stay!
delulu is the solulu truther <3

full-time changbin & skz simp and orca enthusiast;
bertholdt hoover's one & only sayang;
part-time writer, retired translator <3


dni basic criteria (homophobic, islamophobic, zionist, etc); warriors haters; antis of my faves; AI users.dont be weird ig: i block very freely, from serious things to minor icks.

𑣲 ┈» head to redflame ave. ⋆˚。 ִֶָ☾.

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Faves ...🤍stray kids everywhere all around the world ♡

attack on titan bertholdt hoover, my dearest love. and udo, my lovely son. ♡
+ hange zoe + jean kirschtein

🗑 marstryoshka's archive

Music ...🎵stray kids everywhere all around the world <3
my biggest pride, the loves of my life ♡
jypnation (got7, twice, day6, itzy, xdinary heroes, nmixx + more).
:: yoon jisung. rainz.
musicals & juliet, hamilton, the lovers (+ more)

Shows ...🎬Animanga dr stone. haikyuu. attack on titan.
K-Dramas the beauty inside. 18 again. he is psychometric.
C-Dramas the rational life. the untamed. word of honor.
J-Dramas mr hiiragi's homeroom. kotaro lives alone. wise and foolish.
Animation scumbag system. power sphera universe (monsta).
full lists linked below <3
AniList for anime/manga
MyDramaList for well... dramas (korean, chinese, japanese, thai, filipino)

Translations...📝current teams
1. skz cloud9
2. strayksubs
past experiences
offclastromy, vic7on1109, vic7onsingapore, victonxglobal, skzgallery, skzcity (ig)
trans archive here or more here

mars <3

they/she. 19. pansexual. infp.

about me...

heya, i'm mars..!
i'm usually crying over idols and fictional characters or overanalysing my faves and throwing fic ideas based on minuscule character details in my priv
once that's done, im writing and hurting my faves! also self-projection go brr (#free_therapy)also...! i speak english, malay, indonesian and some korean~ feel free to interact in whichever of these!

full-time changbin & skz simp and orca enthusiast;
part-time writer and translator <3


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spearbeans' post on 28 October :

Music ...🎵stray kids everywhere all around the world <3 my biggest pride, the loves of my life ♡♡ jypnation (got7, twice, day6, itzy, xdinary heroes, nmixx + more).
:: yoon jisung. rainz.
(i also listen to many other artists, though my playlist is mostly kpop, 2010s pop, and anime osts)now looping: Lover Boy 88 (cover from Chuang2021)

spearbeans' post on 18 October :

Shows ...🎬Animanga dr stone. haikyuu. attack on titan.
K-Dramas 18 again. the beauty inside. he is psychometric.
C-Dramas the rational life. the untamed. word of honor.
J-Dramas mr hiiragi's homeroom. kotaro lives alone. wise and foolish.
Animation scumbag system. power sphera universe (monsta).
full lists linked below <3
AniList for anime/manga
MyDramaList for well... dramas (korean, chinese, japanese, thai, filipino)

spearbeans' post on 23 August :

Translations...📝current teams
1. skz cloud9
2. strayksubs
past experiences
offclastromy, vic7on1109, vic7onsingapore, victonxglobal, skzgallery, skzcity (ig)
trans archive here or more here

spearbeans' post on 24 March:

Links...🖇️instagram 0327hrs
twitter marstryoshka
archive of our own spearbeans
stan twitter spearbwrld*
* byf, please be warned that this account contains spoilers, 18+ content, and gore (only in likes). while i tag my own posts, i have no control over others' that i rt/like.

i read fics since my directioner days and wrote since i was 10 (wattpad's golden era, yaknow). anyway here's some excerpts from my fics!(if you like them please consider supporting by checking out my ao3 below for more, thank uu <3 !)


Maybe it's because of the situation. Maybe it's because this time they're really alone. Away from officials and disciples, away from prying eyes and ears.Jiang Yanli's attention on him was a wildfire burning every inch of his skin. It starts with her tender, fond gaze: a campfire whose warmth enveloped him cosily. Her little nods follow after, small blows of wind that took the flame for a dance. When Jin Zixuan pauses, her voice carries the conversation and the embers along with it too. Finally, her giggles ignite the sparks, turning them into an inferno that consumed Jin Zixuan.

from captivating miracle (my juliette)

CW: AOT Season 3 spoilersBertholdt’s entire body shook, the grip on his legs tightening. The guilt of his actions sunk in his stomach, pushing its way up as frenzied apologies spewing out of his mouth. He knew nothing could ever be enough to atone for the sins he had committed in his life, knew that he did not even in a place to have the right to apologise. But there was nothing else he could say. He was not even sure he even had the right to cry in front of the person he murdered. But Bertholdt did anyways, breaking into pieces as the guilt he repressed for years tore him apart.Bertholdt’s voice was crumbling, and trickling through the cracks were the pain and agony he held from his past crimes tormenting him.

from fly with invisible wings together now

The constant beeping of the heart rate monitor is a familiar melody echoing in the otherwise still room. Eren holds Jean’s hands. He would never get tired of holding his hands. He remembers when he first held it. Rough and dynamic, having different little cuts and calluses from their hours of training and on field, but still warm and comforting to the touch. Now, Jean’s rough hands are wrinkly - every little fold seemingly representing every year he has been living in this world. Eren’s gaze slowly moves up, eyes trailing over the white cotton covering Jean. The stress he had accumulated over the years were evident; little shrivels and lines painting Jean’s life story on his skin. Eren feels Jean’s fingers curling up on his, gripping on them. Jean looks at him with droopy eyes, a glint of light shining through the shadows and gaze as gentle as a fleece blanket.In what Eren assumes is the flirtiest voice an old man could conjure, Jean winked and said, “Hey sexy, you come here real often. You like me or something?”Eren takes a deep breath and sighs before whispering to himself, “Unfortunately.”

from a dusty WIP long abandoned oops

ok this one is stupid but please i loved writing shen yuan's inner thoughts so. it deserves a spot here.1. As adorable as that was, have some pity on your old husband, please!! If he were to stay still like this any longer, his legs are going to forget how to walk! Not to mention, his cracking bones are going to put New Year's fireworks to shame!2. Airplane Bro!! A perfect protagonist was key for these types of novels, but was it a necessity for Luo Binghe to be this perfect?! Heck, at this level, even Leonardo da Vinci would kowtow to beg Luo Binghe to take him as a disciple!3. Shen Qingqiu allowed himself to be embraced by Luo Binghe a little longer. (As a reward! For doing such a great job on the painting! Totally not because he loves the security of being in such huge, muscular arms!)

from love paint